Changes

Why is the life one year later and one year later so much difference??
Things really changed.Everything is changing and I am the one who is not changing.
I know I have to change but I don't know how to change.Once a thing in the my life change,it will continue changing and affects the others like a chain reaction.
I really want to change !!!
Changes make impossible possible !!!

Arghhh...Why is this kind of things so difficult to solve?
Mathematics and Science questions are so much easier to solve !!!!
Why it can not be counted or determined by other methods ?

Did I make a mistake or what? Why is all this coming to me ? If this situation comes to 1year ++ ago,I think it's just a piece of cake for me.I feel like I have lost my confidence.I even feel nervous when talking to someone don't know now :O
I used to present a lot of presentation in my class and I don't feel nervous at all.For once,I was the MC for my school red crescent society installation.However,things changed.I can't feel those kind of confidence anymore.I feel nervous easily now :O
Due to lost of confidence,it leads to lost of determination.

"It's so near yet so far." by William Shakespeare

Sometimes things are in front of me and chances are given to me,but i don't know how to solve it.I have never ever felt like this before.I feel so LIFELESS and i always ask myself,what is LIFE ?
what does life mean?
Why is it making my life so miserable?
Why life always make you feel good at first but make you feel BAD to the maximum in the end ?

Why can't all this be solved by common sense just like Physics?

Now I realize somethings just can't be solved by common sense.They have to be solved by something doesn't make sense.

May be continue....